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发信站: 哈工大紫丁香 (2000年06月08日18:37:04 星期四), 站内信件

来源：日月光华站   作者：DARU[日]    译者：Sirens                                
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
 ＬＯＶＥ ＤＲＩＶＥＲ Ｂ                                                        
章一 Ｗａｒｍｔｈ                                                                
                                                                                 
‘味道我可以担保哟。’                                                           
被真嗣拍胸脯保举的餐馆的菜，的确是很可口，即使明日香心里吃了真嗣的定心丸，       
也觉得出乎意料。                                                                 
在这家光是在外表就下了不少功夫的豪华餐馆吃饭，令明日香担忧起账单的问题。         
但真嗣断然拒绝了她的平均分摊的建议。                                             
‘只要明日香高兴，多少钱也没问题。’                                             
说着说着一付要哭出来的样子。                                                     
                                                                                 
从餐厅出来后，两人优哉游哉地漫步于街道上。                                       
尽管天空的云彩的气色越来越不对劲，倘若急急忙忙地赶回家，又未免太杀情调了，       
于是两人不知不觉地又走了一个站的路程。整洁的街道上只有稀稀疏疏的几个人 影，      
而且都是些陌生的面孔。                                                           
身边只有真嗣一个人。                                                             
明日香初次感受到这样满足的心情。                                                 
                                                                                 
被这样的心情影响下，明日香觉得自己什么都可以说。                                 
                                                                                 
“喂、真嗣。”                                                                   
“什么？”                                                                       
                                                                                 
------结果怎样也不管了。                                                         
心里重复地把这话重复回了七遍后，明日香下定了决心。                               
                                                                                 
“喂．．．”                                                                     
“嗯？”                                                                         
明日香撩起头发直视真嗣的脸。                                                     
                                                                                 
“我呢，一直都盼望着能和真嗣这样一起散步的。”                                   
                                                                                 
明日香过于自然的语调令真嗣一时不知如何作答。                                     
                                                                                 
“...”                                                                          
“...”                                                                          
                                                                                 
“说什么？”                                                                     
“白痴，怎么还是以前那么迟钝耶。”                                               
明日香喃喃地说着。                                                               
喜欢你。                                                                         
明日香简直已经在这么说了。                                                       
                                                                                 
呼地，风刮起来。                                                                 
夹杂着暑热的风，仿佛预告着雨的降临。                                             
                                                                                 
可是，现在真嗣的心完全被其它的事情占据了。                                       
                                                                                 
明日香真可爱。                                                                   
至今为止，恐怕还是首次发现明日香的这一面呢。                                     
大概，是因为直至现在，也没有特别地去留意吧。                                     
因为会和我这种人交往是难以置信吧。                                               
又或者，害怕微妙地维系着的关系会被破坏吧。                                       
若是被告知除了ＥＶＡ以外就没有其它关系是很可怕的吧。                             
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
不过，现在不一样了。                                                             
明日香不再是ＥＶＡ的驾驶员，我也不是了。                                         
明日香不再是ＥＶＡ的驾驶员，我也不是了。                                         
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
望着不知不觉变得很有女人味的明日香，真嗣的头有些许眩晕。                         
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
不过，为什么明日香要对我．．．                                                   
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
越是看着明日香，真嗣越是不明白。                                                 
明日香，既聪明，又漂亮；运动神经又好，性格也．．．最近变好多了．．．             
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
注意到真嗣两道目光不停在自己的脸上打转，明日香顿时两颊发烧。                     
“怎、怎么了？我的脸上有什么吗？”                                               
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
“没什么。觉得很漂亮而已。”                                                     
                                                                                 
真嗣不能想像自己会脱口而出这句话，慌忙地伏下熟柿子般的脸。                       
明日香．．．也不必再多说了吧。                                                   
                                                                                 
无论谁看，都不会怀疑他们是情侣吧。                                               
不用说也是零和明日香的影子，                                                     
不用说也是零和明日香的影子，                                                     
走马灯般在眼前旋转。                                                             
                                                                                 
明日香静待着身后的真嗣的回答。                                                   
                                                                                 
“．．．我也，不清楚。”                                                         
真嗣毫不掩饰地坦露自己的感想。                                                   
“在是ＥＶＡ驾驶员的时候．．．又是怎么样呢？                                     
可能我是喜欢绫波的。                                                             
但是对明日香也一样。                                                             
不同的是，总觉得和绫波之间有点似曾相识的感觉。                                   
这里面隐藏着什么秘密，到现在还是一个迷。                                         
可是，在这三年里，我脑中确确实实只有绫波。                                       
那段时间里，可能我只是利用着明日香吧。                                           
不过，明日香呢？                                                                 
明日香不是还陪伴着自己吗？                                                       
不论我怎么任性，明日香还是不离开。                                               
所以，为了明日香．．．我不能不说‘喜欢’                                         
可是，这样太儿戏了。                                                             
还不清楚对绫波的看法前，我不能这样说。                                           
大概，过一段时间可能会明确地．．．还不知道呢。”                                 
真嗣凝视着明日香的背把这段话说完，然后                                           
“对不起。”                                                                     
“对不起。”                                                                     
                                                                                 
一阵莫名的酸楚浇上明日香的心头。                                                 
那是为真嗣的诚实感到的悲伤。                                                     
泪水渐渐滑落。                                                                   
                                                                                 
她低着头转向真嗣。                                                               
“即使撒谎也好．．．”                                                           
眼泪滴落地上，融入了水流。                                                       
“骗我．．．也会高兴的．．．”                                                   
明日香突然抬起头。                                                               
“白痴、白痴。真嗣大白痴！”                                                     
明日香再也不能冷却情绪的沸腾。                                                   
“哄我也好，骗我也好。                                                           
现在、只是现在也好，看着我．．．                                                 
用双臂抱我。                                                                     
说那双眼里只有我！                                                               
告诉我，不会丢下我一个人的！！”                                                 
                                                                                 
雨咆哮着横扫过公园。                                                             
面前一道自动防盗门拦住了我的前进。                                               
我对着通话器反复地呼叫明日香。                                                   
第五次的呼叫之后，明日香的身影仿佛出现在磨沙玻璃后面。                           
第五次的呼叫之后，明日香的身影仿佛出现在磨沙玻璃后面。                           
那个人影忽然在门的对面停下来。                                                   
门仍然是关得牢牢的。                                                             
                                                                                 
我对着应该是在那边的明日香说话。                                                 
                                                                                 
“明日香想说什么我是明白的．．．大概是吧。                                       
不过，就像刚才说的，现在我还不能回答。                                           
如果只是为了明日香的心情而暧昧下去，就和以前的我没什么分别。                     
                                                                                 
可是，我只希望明日香明白我一直都很重视你的。                                     
或者你会认为我是个一脚两船的人。                                                 
你也可以讨厌我。                                                                 
对明日香，对绫波，我是同样喜欢。                                                 
                                                                                 
不过，现在我必须陪在绫波身旁。                                                   
要不是，绫波就一定会离我远去。                                                   
我是那么觉得的。                                                                 
我没资格让你原谅我。                                                             
我还得、留在绫波的身旁。”                                                       
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
真嗣吞吞吐吐地说完了自己的心声。                                                 
虽然门仍旧严密地隔绝了两人，在真嗣静下来的短暂瞬间后，明日香的声音穿过了玻璃。   
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
“．．．知道了。                                                                 
现在、我相信你。                                                                 
相信着．．．                                                                     
相信着．．．总有一天、你会让我幸福。                                             
如果不是．．．不是这样的话．．．我对你不客气哟！”                               
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
喀啦。                                                                           
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
咚。                                                                             
                                                                                 
“好痛！”                                                                       
                                                                                 
从突然敞开的大门里，明日香飞了出来。                                             

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