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标  题: EVA同人小说《时间。奔流》14[转载]   
发信站: 哈工大紫丁香 (2000年06月08日19:02:32 星期四), 站内信件

来源：日月光华站   作者：DARU[日]    译者：Sirens                                
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
第十四部    你希望什么呢？                                                       
                                                                                 
章一        希望在你身旁                                                         
                                                                                 
零被真嗣催回床后，拿起通话器开始对话。                                           
                                                                                 
“我知道，如果碇君看到这样的我，一定会很伤心。                                   
   所以，本来是想瞒着你，就这样一走了之，真的。                                  
   可是，明日香さん教会我很重要的东西．．．                                      
                                                                                 
  所以，现在，我不要什么都不留下就走了。                                         
   伤心也好，痛苦也好。                                                          
   什么都好，只想要碇君永远记着我。                                              
   明明知道、这样会造成痛苦．．．                                                
                                                                                 
  为什么，我会做这样的傻事呢？                                                   
   如果感情是这么痛苦．．．                                                      
   我．．．或者还是以前那样比较好。                                              
                                                                                 
  不去感觉。                                                                     
   不去多想。                                                                    
   像那时一样，只要按照命令去做．．．”                                          
                                                                                 
看到零的目光流露出少许落莫，真嗣不禁插嘴问：                                     
                                                                                 
“真的那么想？”                                                                 
                                                                                 
　                                                                               
                                                                                 
“唔唔．．．现在不是了。我知道的。”                                             
                                                                                 
这么说着，零又嘻地笑了笑。                                                       
                                                                                 
“本来不想让碇君难过的．．．嗯，结果．．．”                                     
                                                                                 
“什么？”                                                                       
                                                                                 
“．．．好．．．喜．．．欢．．．”                                               
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
“嗯。听不清呢。”                                                               
                                                                                 
“没关系，听不请也。”                                                           
                                                                                 
“．．．小气。”                                                                 
                                                                                 
“是呢，我真小气。”                                                             
                                                                                 
这么说着她又笑了。                                                               
                                                                                 
真嗣看着零，看着她的脸上展现出比以前丰富得多的表情，咬着牙迸出几个字。           
                                                                                 
“我．．．恨死父亲了．．．恨死了．．．”                                         
                                                                                 
他再也无法抑制这种感情。                                                         
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
可是，零听了却显得很难过。                                                       
无论大家怎么劝零也不听，就连真嗣的话也毫无效力。                                 
                                                                                 
就是留在这集中治疗室里，只是拖延时间罢了，                                       
倒不如舍着几天，尽情地享受外面美好的世界更好．．．这就是她的理由。               
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
谁也无法反驳她。                                                                 
因为连掌管整个第二东京一应巨微事务的ＭＡＧＩ─Ｓ也无法挽回她的生命。             
                                                                                 
没有人能忍心让她寄托一个不可能的希望，而在玻璃囚笼里等死。                       
                                                                                 
凭籍冬月的力量，大家给零准备了度过余生的场所。                                   
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
章三  希望更了解你                                                               
明日香来到医院整理零的行李，以便明天搬家。                                       
为了能适应外界环境，零三天前就转到了普通病房。                                   
                                                                                 
零的两眼追着明日香，看着她熟练地把身边的东西收拾好。她稍稍顿了顿说道             
                                                                                 
“明日香さん、谢谢你一直都那么照顾我．．．。”                                   
                                                                                 
明日香的手停了下来。                                                             
                                                                                 
“．．．才不是。我可没那么好。”                                                 
                                                                                 
明日香小声地否定后，双手又忙开了。                                               
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
“．．．虽然不想这么说，不过我希望你能更了解我．．．也包括不好的东西．．．”     
                                                                                 
明日香边把真嗣送给零的仙人球装入箱子里，边继续道                                 
                                                                                 
“我呢，觉得零要没了，真嗣的心里就可能只会有我一个了．．．                       
  所以才会对你好．．．还是那么自私的女人哟．．．”                               
                                                                                 
听着明日香自虐般说着，零只是温柔地答到                                           
                                                                                 
“嗯，要是我也一定会这么想呢。”                                                 
                                                                                 
既不是同情，也没有轻蔑，有的只是零的率直。                                       
明日香的心被刺痛了。                                                             
她放下手中的东西走过来，跪在床上看着零。                                         
                                                                                 
“．．．是吗．．．其实零也是很喜欢那家伙的。”                                   
                                                                                 
“嗯。”                                                                         
地说着，零笑了。                                                                 
                                                                                 
明日香看了再也忍不住了。                                                         
虽然决心再也不要流泪，脸还是不禁歪起来。                                         
                                                                                 
“．．．为什么、为什么，这么好的人要．．．                                       
  没道理的。太过份、太残酷了．．．                                               
 大家还要在一起．．．还要做好朋友．．．                                          
 为什么．．．．．．不要．．．不要！”                                            
                                                                                 
明日香大哭着一头倒进零的怀里。                                                   
                                                                                 
“不要！不要死！！                                                               
  不要！不要丢下我们．．．                                                       
  零．．．呜呜．．．                                                             
  零！！”                                                                       
                                                                                 
明日香好久都没有这么嚎啕大哭了吧。                                               
                                                                                 

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