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标 题: Wuthering Heights 11
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Chapter 11
Sometimes, while meditating on these things in solitude, I've got up in
a sudden terror, and put onmy bonnet to go see how all was at the farm.
I've persuaded my conscience that it was a duty towarn him how people
talked regarding his ways; and then I've recollected his confirmed bad
habits,and, hopeless of benefiting him, have flinched from re-entering
the dismal house, doubting if I couldbear to be taken at my word.
One time I passed the old gate, going out of my way, on a journey to
Gimmerton. It was about theperiod that my narrative has reached: a bright
frosty afternoon; the ground bare, and the road hardand dry. I came to
a stone where the highway branches off on to the moor at your left hand;
arough sand pillar, with the letters W.H. cut on its north side, on the
east, G., and on the south-west,T.G. It serves as guide-post to the Grange,
the Heights, and village. The sun shone yellow on itsgrey head, reminding
me of summer; and I cannot say why, but all at once, a gush of
child'ssensations flowed into my heart. Hindley and I held it a favourite
spot twenty years before. I gazedlong at the weather-worn block, and,
stooping down, perceived a hole near the bottom still full ofsnail-shells
and pebbles, which we were fond of storing there with more perishable
things; and, asfresh as reality, it appeared that I beheld my early
playmate seated on the withered turf: his dark,square head bent forward,
and his little hand scooping out the earth with a piece of slate.
`PoorHindley!' I exclaimed involuntarily. I started: my bodily eye was
cheated into a momentary beliefthat the child lifted its face and stared
straight into mine! It vanished in a twinkling; but immediately Ifelt an
irresistible yearning to be at the Heights. Superstition urged me to
comply with this impulse:supposing he should be dead! I thought--or should
die soon!--supposing it were a sign of death!The nearer I got to the house
the more agitated I grew; and on catching sight of it I trembled inevery
limb. The apparition had outstripped me: it stood looking through the gate.
That was my firstidea on observing an elf-locked, brown-eyed boy setting
his ruddy countenance against the bars.Further reflection suggested this
must be Hareton, my Hareton, not altered greatly since I left him,ten
months since.
`God bless thee, darling!' I cried, forgetting instantaneously my
foolish fears. `Hareton, it's Nelly!Nelly, thy nurse.'
He retreated out of arm's length, and picked up a large flint.
`I am come to see thy father, Hareton,' I added, guessing from the action
that Nelly, if she lived inhis memory at all, was not recognized as one
with me.
He raised his missile to hurl it; I commenced a soothing speech, but could
not stay his hand: thestone struck my bonnet; and then ensued, from the
stammering lips of the little fellow, a string ofcurses, which, whether
he comprehended them or not, were delivered with practised emphasis,
anddistorted his baby features into a shocking expression of malignity.
You may be certain this grievedmore than angered me. Fit to cry, I took
an orange from my pocket, and offered it to propitiatehim. He hesitated,
and then snatched it from my hold; as if he fancied I only intended to
tempt anddisappoint him. I showed another, keeping it out of his reach.
`Who has taught you those fine words, my bairn?' I inquired. `The curate?'
`Damn the curate, and thee! Gie me that,' he replied.
`Tell us where you got your lessons, and you shall have it,' said I. `Who's
your master?'
`Devil daddy,' was his answer.
`And what do you learn from daddy?' I continued.
He jumped at the fruit; I raised it higher. `What does he teach you?'
I asked.
`Naught,' said he, `but to keep out of his gait. Daddy cannot bide me,
because I swear at him.'
`Ah! and the devil teaches you to swear at daddy?' I observed.
`Ah--nay,' he drawled.
`Who then?'
`Heathcliff.'
I asked if he liked Mr Heathcliff.
`Ay!' he answered again.
Desiring to have his reasons for liking him, I could only gather the
sentences--`I known't: he paysdad back what he gies to me--he curses daddy
for cursing me. He says I mun do as I will.'
`And the curate does not teach you to read and write then?' I pursued.
`No, I was told the curate should have his--teeth dashed down his
throat,--if he stepped over thethreshold--Heathcliff had promised that!'
I put the orange in his hand, and bade him tell his father that a woman
called Nelly Dean waswaiting to speak with him, by the garden gate. He
went up the walk, and entered the house; but,instead of Hindley,
Heathcliff appeared on the doorstones; and I turned directly and ran down
theroad as hard as ever I could race, making no halt till I gained the
guide-post, and feeling as scaredas if I had raised a goblin. This is not
much connected with Miss Isabella's affair: except that it urgedme to
resolve further on mounting vigilant guard, and doing my utmost to check
the spread of suchbad influence at the Grange: even though I should wake
a domestic storm, by thwarting MrsLinton's pleasure.
The next time Heathcliff came, my young lady chanced to be feeding some
pigeons in the court.She had never spoken a word to her sister-in-law for
three days; but she had likewise dropped herfretful complaining, and we
found it a great comfort. Heathcliff had not the habit of bestowing asingle
unnecessary civility on Miss Linton, I knew. Now, as soon as he beheld
her, his firstprecaution was to take a sweeping survey of the house front.
I was standing by the kitchen window,but I drew out of sight. He then
stepped across the pavement to her, and said something: sheseemed
embarrassed, and desirous of getting away; to prevent it, he laid his hand
on her arm. Sheaverted her face: he apparently put some question which
she had no mind to answer. There wasanother rapid glance at the house,
and supposing himself unseen, the scoundrel had the impudenceto embrace
her.
`Judas! traitor!' I ejaculated. `You are a hypocrite, too, are you? A
deliberate deceiver.'
`Who is, Nelly?' said Catherine's voice at my elbow: I had been over
intent on watching the pairoutside to mark her entrance.
`Your worthless friend!' I answered warmly: `the sneaking rascal yonder.
Ah, he has caught aglimpse of us--he is coming in! I wonder will he have
the art to find a plausible excuse for makinglove to Miss, when he told
you he hated her?'
Mrs Linton saw Isabella tear herself free, and run into the garden; and
a minute after, Heathcliffopened the door. I couldn't withhold giving some
loose to my indignation; but Catherine angrilyinsisted on silence, and
threatened to order me out of the kitchen, if I dared to be so
presumptuousas to put in my insolent tongue.
`To hear you, people might think you were the mistress!' she cried. `You
want setting down in yourright place! Heathcliff, what are you about,
raising this stir? I said you must let Isabella alone!--I begyou will,
unless you are tired of being received here, and wish Linton to draw the
bolts against you!'
`God forbid that he should try!' answered the black villain. I detested
him just then. `God keep himmeek and patient! Every day I grow madder after
sending him to heaven!'
`Hush!' said Catherine, shutting the inner door. `Don't vex me. Why have
you disregarded myrequest? Did she come across you on purpose?'
`What is it to you?' he growled. `I.have a right to kiss her, if she
chooses; and you have no right toobject. I'm not your husband: you needn't
be jealous of me!'
`I'm not jealous of you,' replied the mistress, `I'm jealous for you.
Clear your face: you shan'tscowl at me! If you like Isabella, you shall
marry her. But do you like her? Tell the truth, Heathcliff!There, you won't
answer. I'm certain you don't!'
`And would Mr Linton approve of his sister marrying that man?' I inquired.
`Mr Linton should approve,' returned my lady, decisively.
`He might spare himself the trouble,' said Heathcliff: `I could do as
well without his approbation.And as to you, Catherine, I have a mind to
speak a few words now, while we are at it. I want youto be aware that I
know you have treated me infernally--infernally! Do you hear? And if you
flatteryourself that I don't perceive it, you are a fool; and if you think
I can be consoled by sweet words,you are an idiot; and if you fancy I'll
suffer unrevenged, I'll convince you of the contrary, in a verylittle
while! Meantime, thank you for telling me your sister-in-law's secret:
I swear I'll make the mostof it. And stand you aside!'
`What new phase of his character is this?' exclaimed Mrs Linton, in
amazement. `I've treated youinfernally--and you'll take your revenge! How
will you take it, ungrateful brute? How have I treatedyou infernally?'
`I seek no revenge on you,' replied Heathcliff less vehemently. `That's
not the plan. The tyrantgrinds down his slaves and they don't turn against
him; they crush those beneath them. You arewelcome to torture me to death
for your amusement, only allow me to amuse myself a little in thesame style,
and refrain from insult as much as you are able. Having levelled my palace,
don't erect ahovel and complacently admire your own charity in giving me
that for a home. If I imagined youreally wished me to marry Isabel, I'd
cut my throat!'
`Oh, the evil is that I am not jealous, is it?' cried Catherine. `Well,
I won't repeat my offer of awife: it is as bad as offering Satan a lost
soul. Your bliss lies, like his, in inflicting misery. You proveit. Edgar
is restored from the ill-temper he gave way to at your coming; I begin
to be secure andtranquil; and you, restless to know us at peace, appear
resolved on exciting a quarrel. Quarrel withEdgar, if you please,
Heathcliff, and deceive his sister: you'll hit on exactly the most
efficient methodof revenging yourself on me.'
The conversation ceased. Mrs Linton sat down by the fire, flushed and
gloomy. The spirit whichserved her was growing intractable: she could
neither lay nor control it. He stood on the hearth withfolded arms,
brooding on his evil thoughts; and in this position I left them to seek
the master, whowas wondering what kept Catherine below so long.
`Ellen,' said he, when I entered, `have you seen your mistress?'
`Yes; she's in the kitchen, sir,' I answered. `She's sadly put out by
Mr Heathcliff's behaviour: and,indeed, I do think it's time to arrange
his visits on another footing. There's harm in being too soft,and now it's
come to this--`And I related the scene in the court, and, as near as I
dared, the wholesubsequent dispute. I fancied it could not be very
prejudicial to Mrs Linton; unless she made it soafterwards, by assuming
the defensive for her guest. Edgar Linton had difficulty in hearing me
to theclose. His first words revealed that he did not clear his wife of
blame.
`This is insufferable!' he exclaimed. `It is disgraceful that she should
own him for a friend, and forcehis company on me! Call me two men out of
the hall, Ellen. Catherine shall linger no longer to arguewith the low
ruffian--I have humoured her enough.'
He descended, and bidding the servants wait in the passage, went,
followed by me, to the kitchen.Its occupants had recommenced their angry
discussion: Mrs Linton, at least, was scolding withrenewed vigour;
Heathcliff had moved to the window, and hung his head, somewhat cowed by
herviolent rating apparently. He saw the master first, and made a hasty
motion that she should be silent;which she obeyed, abruptly, on
discovering the reason of his intimation.
`How is this?' said Linton, addressing her; `what notion of propriety
must you have to remain here,after the language which has been held to
you by that blackguard? I suppose, because it is hisordinary talk, you
think nothing of it; you are habituated to his baseness, and, perhaps,
imagine Ican get used to it too!'
`Have you been listening at the door, Edgar?' asked the mistress, in a
tone particularly calculated toprovoke her husband, implying both
carelessness and contempt of his irritation. Heathcliff, who hadraised
his eyes at the former speech, gave a sneering laugh at the latter; on
purpose, it seemed, todraw Mr Linton's attention to him. He succeeded;
but Edgar did not mean to entertain him with anyhigh flights of passion.
`I have been so far forbearing with you, sir,' he said quietly; `not that
I was ignorant of yourmiserable, degraded character, but I felt you were
only partly responsible for that; and Catherinewishing to keep up your
acquaintance, I acquiesced--foolishly. Your presence is a moral
poisonthat would contaminate the most virtuous: for that cause, and to
prevent worse consequences, Ishall deny you hereafter admission into this
house, and give notice now that I require your instantdeparture. Three
minutes' delay will render it involuntary and ignominious.'
Heathcliff measured the height and breadth of the speaker with an eye
full of derision.
`Cathy, this lamb of yours threatens like a bull!' he said. `It is in
danger of splitting its skull againstmy knuckles. By God! Mr Linton, I'm
mortally sorry that you are not worth knocking down!'
My master glanced towards the passage, and signed me to fetch the men:
he had no intention ofhazarding a personal encounter. I obeyed the hint;
but Mrs Linton, suspecting something, followed;and when I attempted to
call them, she pulled me back, slammed the door to, and locked it.
`Fair means!' she said, in answer to her husband's look of angry surprise
`If you have not courageto attack him, make an apology, or allow yourself
to be beaten. It will correct you of feigning morevalour than you possess.
No, I'll swallow the key before you shall get it! I'm delightfully
rewardedfor my kindness to each! After constant indulgence of one's weak
nature, and the other's bad one, Iearn for thanks two samples of blind
ingratitude, stupid to absurdity! Edgar, I was defending youand yours;
and I wish Heathcliff may flog you sick, for daring to think an evil thought
of me.!'
It did not need the medium of a flogging to produce that effect on the
master. He tried to wrest thekey from Catherine's grasp, and for safety
she flung it into the hottest part of the fire; whereupon MrEdgar was taken
with a nervous trembling, and his countenance grew deadly pale. For his
life hecould not avert that access of emotion; mingled anguish and
humiliation overcame him completely.He leant on the back of a chair, and
covered his face.
`Oh, heavens! In old days, this would win you knighthood!' exclaimed Mrs
Linton. `We arevanquished! we are vanquished! Heathcliff would as soon
lift a finger at you as a king would marchhis army against a colony of
mice. Cheer up! you shan't be hurt! Your type is not a lamb, it's asucking
leveret.'
`I wish you joy of the milk-blooded coward, Cathy!' said her friend. `I
compliment you on yourtaste. And that is the slavering, shivering thing
you preferred to me! I would not strike him with myfist, but I'd kick him
with my foot, and experience considerable satisfaction. Is he weeping,
or is hegoing to faint for fear?'
The fellow approached and gave the chair on which Linton rested a push.
He'd better have kepthis distance; my master quickly sprang erect, and
struck him full on the throat a blow that wouldhave levelled a slighter
man. It took his breath for a minute; and while he choked, Mr Linton
walkedout by the back door into the yard, and from thence to the front
entrance.
`There! you've done with coming here,' cried Catherine. `Get away, now;
he'll return with a braceof pistols, and half a dozen assistants. If he
did overhear us, of course he'd never forgive you.You've played him an
ill turn, Heathcliff! But go--make haste! I'd rather see Edgar at bay than
you.'
`Do you suppose I'm going with that blow burning in my gullet?' he
thundered. `By hell, no! I'llcrush his ribs in like a rotten hazel nut
before I cross the threshold! If I don't floor him now, I shallmurder him
some time; so, as you value his existence, let me get at him!'
`He's not coming,' I interposed, framing a bit of a lie. `There's the
coachman and the twogardeners; you'll surely not wait to be thrust into
the road by them! Each has a bludgeon; andmaster will, very likely, be
watching from the parlour windows, to see that they fulfil his orders.'
The gardeners and coachman were there; but Linton was with them. They
had already entered thecourt. Heathcliff, on second thoughts, resolved
to avoid a struggle against the three underlings; heseized the poker,
smashed the lock from the inner door, and made his escape as they tramped
in.
Mrs Linton, who was very much excited, bade me accompany her upstairs.
She did not know myshare in contributing to the disturbance, and I was
anxious to keep her in ignorance.
`I'm nearly distracted, Nelly!' she exclaimed, throwing herself on the
sofa. `A thousand smiths'hammers are beating in my head! Tell Isabella
to shun me; this uproar is owing to her; and shouldshe or anyone else
aggravate my anger at present, I shall get wild. And, Nelly, say to Edgar,
if yousee him again tonight, that I'm in danger of being seriously ill.
I wish it may prove true. He hasstartled and distressed me shockingly!
I want to frighten him. Besides, he might come and begin astring of abuse
or complainings; I'm certain I should recriminate, and God knows where
we shouldend! Will you do so, my good Nelly? You are aware that I am in
no way blamable in this matter.What possessed him to turn listener?
Heathcliff's talk was outrageous, after you left us; but I couldsoon have
diverted him from Isabella, and the rest meant nothing. Now all is dashed
wrong by thefool's craving to hear evil of self, that haunts some people
like a demon! Had Edgar never gatheredour conversation, he would never
have been the worse for it. Really, when he opened on me in
thatunreasonable tone of displeasure after I had scolded Heathcliff till
I was hoarse for him, I did notcare, hardly, what they did to each other;
especially as I felt that, however the scene closed, weshould all be driven
asunder for nobody knows how long! Well, if I cannot keep Heathcliff for
myfriend--if Edgar will be mean and jealous, I'll try to break their hearts
by breaking my own. That willbe a prompt way of finishing all, when I am
pushed to extremity! But it's a deed to be reserved for aforlorn hope;
I'd not take Linton by surprise with it. To this point he has been discreet
in dreading toprovoke me; you must represent the peril of quitting that
policy, and remind him of my passionatetemper, verging, when kindled, on
frenzy. I wish you could dismiss that apathy out of yourcountenance, and
look rather more anxious about me.'
The stolidity with which I received these instructions was, no doubt,
rather exasperating: for theywere delivered in perfect sincerity; but I
believed a person who could plan the turning of her fits ofpassion to
account, beforehand, might, by exerting her will, manage to control
herself tolerably,even while under their influence; and I did not wish
to `frighten' her husband, as she said, andmultiply his annoyances for
the purpose of serving her selfishness. Therefore I said nothing when Imet
the master coming towards the parlour; but I took the liberty of turning
back to listen whetherthey would resume their quarrel together. He began
to speak first.
`Remain where you are, Catherine,' he said; without any anger in his voice,
but with muchsorrowful despondency. `I shall not stay. I am neither come
to wrangle nor be reconciled; but Iwish just to learn whether, after this
evening's events, you intend to continue your intimacy with--
`Oh, for mercy's sake,' interrupted the mistress, stamping her foot, `for
mercy's sake, let us hear nomore of it now! Your cold blood cannot be worked
into a fever: your veins are full of ice-water; butmine are boiling, and
the sight of such chillness makes them dance.'
`To get rid of me, answer my question,' persevered Mr Linton. `You must
answer it; and thatviolence does not alarm me. I have found that you can
be as stoical as anyone, when you please.Will you give up Heathcliff
hereafter, or will you give up me? It is impossible for you to be my
friendand his at the same time; and I absolutely require to know which
you choose.'
`I require to be let alone!' exclaimed Catherine furiously. `I demand
it! Don't you see I can scarcelystand? Edgar, you--you leave me!'
She rang the bell till it broke with a twang; I entered leisurely. It
was enough to try the temper of asaint, such senseless, wicked rages! There
she lay dashing her head against the arm of the sofa, andgrinding her teeth,
so that you might fancy she would crash them to splinters! Mr Linton
stoodlooking at her in sudden compunction and fear. He told me to fetch
some water. She had no breathfor speaking. I brought a glass full; and
as she would not drink, I sprinkled it on her face. In a fewseconds she
stretched herself out stiff, and turned up her eyes, while her cheeks,
at once blanchedand livid, assumed the aspect of death. Linton looked
terrified.
`There is nothing in the world the matter,' I whispered. I did not want
him to yield, though I couldnot help being afraid in my heart.
`She has blood on her lips!' he said, shuddering.
`Never mind!' I answered tartly. And I told him how she had resolved,
previous to his coming, onexhibiting a fit of frenzy. I incautiously gave
the account aloud, and she heard me; for she startedup--her hair flying
over her shoulders, her eyes flashing, the muscles of her neck and arms
standingout preternaturally. I made up my mind for broken bones, at least;
but she only glared about her foran instant, and then rushed from the room.
The master directed me to follow; I did, to her chamberdoor: she hindered
me from going farther by securing it against me.
As she never offered to descend to breakfast next morning, I went to ask
whether she would havesome carried up. `No!' she replied peremptorily.
The same question was repeated at dinner andtea; and again on the morrow
after, and received the same answer. Mr Linton, on his part, spent histime
in the library, and did not inquire concerning his wife's occupations.
Isabella and he had had anhour's interview, during which he tried to elicit
from her some sentiment of proper horror forHeathcliff's advances: but
he could make nothing of her evasive replies, and was obliged to closethe
examination unsatisfactorily; adding, however, a solemn warning, that if
she were so insane as toencourage that worthless suitor, it would dissolve
all bonds of relationship between herself and him.
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