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Chapter 17
That Friday made the last of our fine days for a month. In the evening,
the weather broke: the windshifted from south to northeast, and brought
rain first, and then sleet and snow. On the morrow onecould hardly imagine
that there had been three weeks of summer: the primroses and crocuses
werehidden under wintry drifts; the larks were silent, the young leaves
of the early trees smitten andblackened. And dreary, and chill, and dismal,
that morrow did creep over! My master kept hisroom; I took possession of
the lonely parlour, converting it into a nursery: and there I was,
sittingwith the moaning doll of a child laid on my knee; rocking it to
and fro, and watching, meanwhile, thestill driving flakes build up the
uncurtained window, when the door opened, and some personentered, out of
breath and laughing! My anger was greater than my astonishment for a minute.
Isupposed it one of the maids, and I cried--
`Have done! How dare you show your giddiness here? What would Mr Linton
say if he heardyou?'
`Excuse me!' answered a familiar voice; `but I know Edgar is in bed, and
I cannot stop myself.'
With that the speaker came forward to the fire, panting and holding her
hand to her side.
`I have run the whole way from Wuthering Heights!' she continued, after
a pause; `except whereI've flown. I couldn't count the number of falls
I've had. Oh, I'm aching all over! Don't be alarmed!There shall be an
explanation as soon as I can give it; only just have the goodness to step
out andorder the carriage to take me on to Gimmerton, and tell a servant
to seek up a few clothes in mywardrobe.'
The intruder was Mrs Heathcliff. She certainly seemed in no laughing
predicament: her hairstreamed on her shoulders, dripping with snow and
water; she was dressed in the girlish dress shecommonly wore, befitting
her age more than her position: a low frock with short sleeves, andnothing
on either head or neck. The frock was of light silk, and clung to her with
wet, and her feetwere protected merely by thin slippers; add to this a
deep cut under one ear, which only the coldprevented from bleeding
profusely, a white face scratched and bruised, and a frame hardly able
tosupport itself, through fatigue; and you may fancy my first fright was
not much allayed when I hadhad leisure to examine her.
`My dear young lady,' I exclaimed, `I'll stir nowhere, and hear nothing,
till you have removed everyarticle of your clothes, and put on dry things;
and certainly you shall not go to Gimmerton tonight, soit is needless to
order the carriage.'
`Certainly, I shall,' she said; `walking or riding: yet I've no objection
to dress myself decently.And--ah, see how it flows down my neck now! The
fire does make it smart.'
She insisted on my fulfilling her directions, before she would let me
touch her; and not till after thecoachman had been instructed to get ready,
and a maid set to pack up some necessary attire, did Iobtain her consent
for binding the wound and helping to change her garments.
`Now, Ellen,' she said, when my task was finished and she was seated in
an easy chair on thehearth, with a cup of tea before her, you sit down
opposite me, and put poor Catherine's babyaway: I don't like to see it!
You mustn't think I care little for Catherine, because I behaved
sofoolishly on entering: I've cried, too, bitterly--yes, more than anyone
else has reason to cry. Weparted unreconciled, you remember, and I shan't
forgive myself. But, for all that, I was not going tosympathize with
him--the brute beast! Oh, give me the poker! This is the last thing of
his I haveabout me.' She slipped the gold ring from her third finger, and
threw it on the floor. `I'll smash it!'she continued, striking it with
childish spite, `and then I'll burn it!' and she took and dropped
themisused article among the coals. `There! he shall buy another, if he
gets me back again. He'd becapable of coming to seek me, to tease Edgar.
I dare not stay, lest that notion should possess hiswicked head! And
besides, Edgar has not been kind, has he? And I won't come suing for
hisassistance; nor will I bring him into more trouble. Necessity compelled
me to seek shelter here;though, if I had not learned he was out of the
way, I'd have halted at the kitchen, washed my face,warmed myself, got
you to bring what I wanted, and departed again to anywhere out of the
reachof my accursed--of that incarnate goblin! Ah! he was in such a fury!
If he had caught me! It's a pityEarnshaw is not his match in strength:
I wouldn't have run till I'd seen him all but demolished, hadHindley been
able to do it!'
`Well, don't talk so fast, miss!' I interrupted; `you'll disorder the
handkerchief I have tied roundyour face, and make the cut bleed again.
Drink your tea, and take breath, and give over laughing:laughter is sadly
out of place under this roof, and in your condition!'
`An undeniable truth,' she replied. `Listen to that child! It maintains
a constant wail--send it out ofmy hearing for an hour; I shan't stay any
longer.'
I rang the bell, and committed it to a servant's care; and then I inquired
what had urged her toescape from Wuthering Heights in such an unlikely
plight, and where she meant to go, as sherefused remaining with us.
`I ought, and I wish to remain,' answered she, `to cheer Edgar and take
care of the baby, for twothings, and because the Grange is my right home.
But I Bell you he wouldn't let me! Do you think hecould bear to see me
grow fat and merry; and could bear to think that we were tranquil, and
notresolve on poisoning our comfort? Now, I have the satisfaction of being
sure that he detests me, tothe point of its annoying him seriously to have
me within earshot or eyesight: I notice, when I enterhis presence, the
muscles of his countenance are involuntarily distorted into an expression
of hatred;partly arising from his knowledge of the good causes I have to
feel that sentiment for him, and partlyfrom original aversion. It is
strong enough to make me feel pretty certain that he would not chase meover
England, supposing I contrived a clear escape; and therefore I must get
quite away. I'verecovered from my first desire to be killed by him: I'd
rather he'd kill himself! He has extinguishedmy love effectually, and so
I'm at my ease. I can recollect yet how I loved him; and can dimlyimagine
that I could still be loving him, if--no, no! Even if he had doted on me,
the devilish naturewould have revealed its existence somehow. Catherine
had an awfully perverted taste to esteemhim so dearly, knowing him so well.
Monster! would that he could be blotted out of creation, andout of my
memory!'
`Hush, hush! He's a human being,' I said. `Be more charitable: there are
worse men than he is yet!'
`He's not a human being,' she retorted; `and he has no claim on my charity.
I gave him my heart,and he took and pinched it to death, and flung it back
to me. People feel with their hearts, Ellen: andsince he has destroyed
mine, I have not power to feel for him: and I would not, though he
groanedfrom this to his dying day, and wept tears of blood for Catherine!
No, indeed, indeed, I wouldn't!'And here Isabella began to cry; but,
immediately dashing the water from her lashes, sherecommenced. `You asked,
what has driven me to flight at last? I was compelled to attempt it,because
I had succeeded in rousing his rage a pitch above his malignity. Pulling
out the nerves withred-hot pincers requires more coolness than knocking
on the head. He was worked up to forget thefiendish prudence he boasted
of, and proceeded to murderous violence. I experienced pleasure inbeing
able to exasperate him; the sense of pleasure woke my instinct of
self-preservation, so I fairlybroke free; and if ever I come into his hands
again he is welcome to a signal revenge.
`Yesterday, you know, Mr Earnshaw should have been at the funeral. He
kept himself sober forthe purpose--tolerably sober: not going to bed mad
at six o'clock and getting up drunk at twelve.Consequently he rose, in
suicidal low spirits, as fit for the church as for a dance; and instead,
he satdown by the fire and swallowed gin or brandy by tumblerfuls.
`Heathcliff--I shudder to name him! has been a stranger in the house from
last Sunday till today.Whether the angels have fed him, or his kin beneath,
I cannot tell; but he has not eaten a meal withus for nearly a week. He
has just come home at dawn, and gone upstairs to his chamber;
lockinghimself in--as if anybody dreamt of coveting his company! There
he has continued, praying like aMethodist: only the deity he implored in
senseless dust and ashes; and God, when addressed, wascuriously
confounded with his own black father! After concluding these precious
orisons--and theylasted generally till he grew hoarse and his voice was
strangled in his throat--he would be off again;always straight down to
the Grange! I-wonder Edgar did not send for a constable, and give him
intocustody! For me, grieved as I was about Catherine, it was impossible
to avoid regarding this seasonof deliverance from degrading oppression
as a holiday.
`I recovered spirits sufficient to hear Joseph's eternal lectures
without weeping, and to move upand down the house less with the foot of
a frightened thief than formerly. You wouldn't think that Ishould cry at
anything Joseph could say; but he and Hareton are detestable companions.
I'd rathersit with Hindley, and hear his awful talk, than with ``t' little
maister'' and his staunch supporter, thatodious old man! When Heathcliff
is in, I'm often obliged to seek the kitchen and their society, orstarve
among the damp uninhabited chambers; when he is not, as was the case this
week, Iestablish a table and chair at one comer of the house fire, and
never mind how Mr Earnshaw mayoccupy himself; and he does not interfere
with my arrangements. He is quieter now than he used tobe, if no one
provokes him: more sullen and depressed, and less furious. Joseph affirms
he's surehe's an altered man: that the Lord has touched his heart, and
he is saved ``so as by fire''. I'mpuzzled to detect signs of the favourable
change: but it is not my business.
`Yester-evening I sat in my nook reading some old books till late on
towards twelve. It seemed sodismal to go upstairs, with the wild snow
blowing outside, and my thoughts continually reverting tothe kirkyard and
the new-made grave! I dared hardly lift my eyes from the page before me,
thatmelancholy scene so instantly usurped its place. Hindley sat opposite,
his head leant on his hand;perhaps meditating on the same subject. He had
ceased drinking at a point below irrationality, andhad neither stirred
nor spoken during two or three hours. There was no sound through the
housebut the moaning wind, which shook the windows every now and then,
the faint crackling of thecoals, and the click of my snuffers as I removed
at intervals the long wick of the candle. Haretonand Joseph were probably
fast asleep in bed. It was very, very sad: and while I read I sighed, for
itseemed as if all joy had vanished from the world, never to be restored.
`The doleful silence was broken at length by the sound of the kitchen
latch: Heathcliff had returnedfrom his watch earlier than usual; owing,
I suppose, to the sudden storm. That entrance wasfastened, and we beard
him coming round to get in by the other. I rose with an
irrepressibleexpression of what I felt on my lips, which induced my
companion, who had been staring towardsthe door, to turn and look at me.
``I'Il keep him out five minutes,'' he exclaimed. ``You won't object?''
`"No, you may keep him out the whole night for me,'' I answered. ``Do!
put the key in the lock,and draw the bolts.''
`Earnshaw accomplished this ere his guest reached the front; he then came
and brought his chair tothe other side of my table, leaning over it, and
searching in my eyes, a sympathy with the burninghate that gleamed from
his: as he both looked and felt like an assassin, he couldn't exactly find
that;but he discovered enough to encourage him to speak.
`"You and I'', he said, ``have each a great debt to settle with the man
out yonder! If we wereneither of us cowards, we might combine to discharge
it. Are you as soft as your brother? Are youwilling to endure to the last,
and not once attempt a repayment?''
``I'm weary of enduring now,'' I replied; ``and I'd be glad of a
retaliation that wouldn't recoil onmyself; but treachery and violence are
spears pointed at both ends: they wound those who resort tothem worse than
their enemies.''
``Treachery and violence are a just return for treachery and violence!''
cried Hindley. ``MrsHeathcliff, I'll ask you to do nothing; but sit still
and be dumb. Tell me now, can you? I'm sure youwould have as much pleasure
as I in witnessing the conclusion of the fiend's existence; he'll be
yourdeath unless you overreach him; and he'll be my ruin. Damn the hellish
villain! He knocks at thedoor as if he were master here already! Promise
to hold your tongue, and before that clockstrikes--it wants three minutes
of one--you're a free woman!''
`He took the implements which I described to you in my letter from his
breast, and would haveturned down the candle. I snatched it away, however,
and seized his arm.
` ``I'Il not hold my tongue!'' I said; ``you mustn't touch him. Let the
door remain shut, and bequiet!''
` ``No! I've formed my resolution, and by God I'll execute it!'' cried
the desperate being. ``I'Il doyou a kindness in spite of yourself, and
Hareton justice! And you needn't trouble your head toscreen me; Catherine
is gone. Nobody alive would regret me, or be ashamed, though I cut mythroat
this minute--and it's time to make an end!''
`I might as well have struggled with a bear, or reasoned with a lunatic.
The only resource left mewas to run to a lattice and warn his intended
victim of the fate which awaited him.
`"You'd better seek shelter somewhere else tonight!'' I exclaimed in a
rather triumphant tone. ``MrEarnshaw has a mind to shoot you, if you
persist in endeavouring to enter.''
``You'd better open the door, you--"he answered, addressing me by some
elegant term that I don'tcare to repeat.
``I shall not meddle in the matter,'' I retorted again. ``Come in and
get shot, if you please! I've donemy duty.''
`With that I shut the window and returned to my place by the fire; having
too small a stock ofhypocrisy at my command to pretend any anxiety for
the danger that menaced him. Earnshawswore passionately at me: affirming
that I loved the villain yet; and calling me all sorts of names forthe
base spirit I evinced. And I, in my secret heart (and conscience never
reproached me), thoughtwhat a blessing it would be for him should
Heathcliff put him out of misery; and what a blessing forme should he send
Heathcliff to his right abode! As I sat nursing these reflections, the
casementbehind me was banged on to the floor by a blow from the latter
individual, and his blackcountenance liked blightingly through. The
stanchions stood too close to suffer his shoulders tofollow, and I smiled,
exulting in my fancied security. His hair and clothes were whitened with
snow,and his sharp cannibal teeth, revealed by cold and wrath, gleamed
through the dark.
`"Isabella, let me in, or I'll make you repent!'' he ``girned'', as Joseph
calls it.
I cannot commit murder,'' I replied. ``Mr Hindley stands sentinel with
a knife and loaded pistol.''
``Let me in by the kitchen door,'' he said.
``Hindley will be there before you,'' I answered: ``and that's a poor
love of yours that cannot beara shower of snow! We were left at peace on
our beds as long as the summer moon shone, but themoment a blast of winter
returns, you must run for shelter! Heathcliff, if I were you, I'd go
stretchmyself over her grave and die like a faithful dog. The world is
surely not worth living in now, is it?You had distinctly impressed on me
the idea that Catherine was the whole joy of your life: I can'timagine
how you think of surviving her loss.''
``He's there, is he?'' exclaimed my companion, rushing to the gap. ``If
I can get my arm out I canhit him!''
`I'm afraid, Ellen, you'll set me down as really wicked; but you don't
know all, so don't judge. Iwouldn't have aided or abetted an attempt on
even his life for anything. Wish that he were dead, Imust; and therefore
I was fearfully disappointed, and unnerved by terror for the consequences
ofmy taunting speech, when he flung himself on Earnshaw's weapon and
wrenched it from his grasp.
`The charge,exploded, and the knife, in springing back, closed into its
owners wrist. Heathcliffpulled it away by main force, slitting up the
flesh as it passed on, and thrust it dripping into hispocket. He then took
a stone, struck down the division between two windows, and sprang in.
Hisadversary had fallen senseless with excessive pain and the flow of
blood, that gushed from an arteryor a large vein. The ruffian kicked and
trampled on him, and dashed his head repeatedly against theflags, holding
me with one hand, meantime, to prevent me summoning Joseph. He
exertedpreterhuman self-denial in abstaining from finishing him
completely; but getting out of breath hefinally desisted, and dragged the
apparently inanimate body on to the settle. There he tore off thesleeve
of Earnshaw's coat, and bound up the wound with brutal roughness; spitting
and cursingduring the operation as energetically as he had kicked before.
Being at liberty, I lost no time inseeking the old servant; who, having
gathered by degrees the purport of my hasty tale, hurriedbelow, gasping,
as he descended the steps two at once.
``What is there to do, now? what is there to do, now?''
`"There's this to do,'' thundered Heathcliff, ``that your master's mad;
and should he last anothermonth, I'll have him to an asylum. And how the
devil did you come to fasten me out, you toothlesshound? Don't stand
muttering and mumbling there. Come, I'm not going to nurse him. Wash
thatstuff away; and mind the sparks of your candle--it is more than half
brandy!''
`"And so, ye've been murthering on him?'' exclaimed Joseph, lifting his
hands and eyes in horror.``If iver I seed a seeght loike this! May the
Lord-- -''
`Heathcliff gave him a push on to his knees in the middle of the blood,
and flung a towel to him; butinstead of proceeding to dry it up, he joined
his hands and began a prayer, which excited mylaughter from its odd
phraseology. I was in the condition of mind to be shocked at nothing: in
fact, Iwas as reckless as some malefactors show themselves at the foot
of the gallows.
`"Oh, I forgot you,'' said the tyrant. ``You shall do that. Down with
you. And you conspire withhim against me, do you, viper? There, that is
work fit for you!''
`He shook me till my teeth rattled, and pitched me beside Joseph, who
steadily concluded hissupplications and then rose, vowing he would set
off for the Grange directly. Mr Linton was amagistrate, and though he had
fifty wives dead, he should inquire into this. He was so obstinate inhis
resolution, that Heathcliff deemed it expedient to compel from my lips
a recapitulation of whathad taken place; standing over me, heaving with
malevolence, as I reluctantly delivered the accountin answer to his
questions. It required a great deal of labour to satisfy the old man that
Heathcliffwas not the aggressor; especially with my hardly wrung replies.
However, Mr Earnshaw soonconvinced him that he was alive still; Joseph
hastened to administer a dose of spirits, and by theirsuccour his master
presently regained motion and consciousness. Heathcliff, aware that
hisopponent was ignorant of the treatment received while insensible,
called him deliriously intoxicated;and said he should not notice his
atrocious conduct further, but advised him to get to bed. To myjoy, he
left us, after giving this judicious counsel, and Hindley stretched
himself on the hearthstone. Ideparted to my own room, marvelling that I
had escaped so easily.
`This morning, when I came down, about half an hour before noon, Mr
Earnshaw was sitting bythe fire, deadly sick; his evil genius, almost as
gaunt and ghastly, leant against the chimney. Neitherappeared inclined
to dine, and, having waited till all was cold on the table, I commenced
alone.Nothing hindered me from eating heartily, and I experienced a
certain sense of satisfaction andsuperiority, as, at intervals, I cast
a look towards my silent companions, and felt the comfort of aquiet
conscience within me. After I had done, I ventured on the unusual liberty
of drawing near thefire, going round Earnshaw's seat, and kneeling in the
corner beside him.
`Heathcliff did not glance my way, and I gazed up, and contemplated his
features almost asconfidently as if they had been turned to stone. His
forehead, that I once thought so manly, and thatI now think so diabolical,
was shaded with a heavy cloud; his basilisk eyes were nearly quenchedby
sleeplessness, and weeping, perhaps, for the lashes were wet then; his
lips devoid of theirferocious sneer, and sealed in an expression of
unspeakable sadness. Had it been another, I wouldhave covered my face in
the presence of such grief. In his case, I was gratified; and, ignoble
as itseems to insult a fallen enemy, I couldn't miss this chance of
sticking in a dart: his weakness was theonly time when I could taste the
delight of paying wrong for wrong.
`Fie, fie, miss!' I interrupted. `One might suppose you had never opened
a Bible in your life. If Godafflict your enemies, surely that ought to
suffice you. It is both mean and presumptuous to add yourtorture to His!'
`In general I'll allow that it would be, Ellen,' she continued; `but what
misery laid on Heathcliffcould content me, unless I have a hand in it?
I'd rather he suffered less, if I might cause his sufferingsand he might
know that I was the cause. O, I owe him so much. On only one condition
can I hopeto forgive him. It is, if I may take an eye for an eye, a tooth
for a tooth; for every wrench of agonyreturn a wrench: reduce him to my
level. As he was the first to injure, make him the first to implorepardon;
and then--why then, Ellen, I might show you some generosity. But it is
utterly impossible Ican ever be revenged, and therefore I cannot forgive
him. Hindley wanted some water, and Ihanded him a glass, and asked him
how he was.
``Not as ill as I wish,'' he replied. ``But leaving out my arm, every
inch of me is as sore as if I hadbeen fighting with a legion of imps!''
`"Yes, no wonder,'' was my next remark. ``Catherine used to boast that
she stood between youand bodily harm: she meant that certain persons would
not hurt you for fear of offending her. It'swell people don't really rise
from their grave, or, last night, she might have witnessed a
repulsivescene! Are not you bruised and cut over your chest and
shoulders?''
``I can't say,'' he answered: ``but what do you mean? Did he dare to strike
me when I was down?"
"He trampled on you and kicked you, and dashed you on the ground,'' I
whispered. ``And hismouth watered to tear you with his teeth; because he's
only half a man--not so much.''
`Mr Earnshaw looked up, like me, to the countenance of our mutual foe;
who, absorbed in hisanguish, seemed insensible to anything around him:
the longer he stood, the plainer his reflectionsrevealed their blackness
through his features.
`"Oh, if God would but give me strength to strangle him in my last agony,
I'd go to hell with joy,''groaned the impatient man, writhing to rise,
and sinking back in despair, convinced of hisinadequacy for the struggle.
`"Nay, it's enough that he has murdered one of you,'' I observed aloud.
``At the Grange, everyoneknows your sister would have been living now,
had it not been for Mr Heathcliff. After all, it ispreferable to be hated
than loved by him. When I recollect how happy we were--how happyCatherine
was before he came--I'm fit to curse the day.''
`Most likely, Heathcliff noticed more the truth of what was said, than
the spirit of the person whosaid it. His attention was roused, I saw, for
his eyes rained down tears among the ashes, and hedrew his breath in
suffocating sighs. I stared full at him, and laughed scornfully. The
cloudedwindows of hell flashed a moment towards me; the fiend which
usually looked out, however, wasso dimmed and drowned that I did not fear
to hazard another sound of derision.
``Get up, and begone out of my sight,'' said the mourner.
`I guessed he uttered those words, at least, though his voice was hardly
intelligible.
`"I beg your pardon,'' I replied. ``But I loved Catherine too; and her
brother requires attendance,which, for her sake, I shall supply. Now that
she's dead, I see her in Hindley: Hindley has exactlyher eyes, if you had
not tried to gouge them out, and made them black and red; and her--''
``Get up, wretched idiot, before I stamp you to death!'' he cried, making
a movement that causedme to make one also.
``But then,'' I continued, holding myself ready to flee; ``if poor
Catherine had trusted you, andassumed the ridiculous, contemptible,
degrading title of Mrs Heathcliff, she would soon havepresented a similar
picture! She wouldn't have borne your abominable behaviour quietly:
herdetestation and disgust must have found voice.''
`The back of the settle and Earnshaw's person interposed between me and
him: so instead ofendeavouring to reach me, he snatched a dinner knife
from the table and flung it at my head. Itstruck beneath my ear, and stopped
the sentence I was uttering; but, pulling it out, I sprang to thedoor and
delivered another; which I hope went a little deeper than his missile.
The last glimpse Icaught of him was a furious rush on his part, checked
by the embrace of his host; and both felllocked together on the hearth.
In my flight through the kitchen I bid Joseph speed to his master; Iknocked
over Hareton, who was hanging a litter of puppies from a chair back in
the doorway; and,blest as a soul escaped from purgatory, I bounded, leaped,
and flew down the steep road; then,quitting its windings, shot direct
across the moor, rolling over banks, and wading through
marshes:precipitating myself, in fact, towards the beacon light of the
Grange. And far rather would I becondemned to a perpetual dwelling in the
infernal regions, than, even for one night, abide beneaththe roof of
Wuthering Heights again.'
Isabella ceased speaking, and took a drink of tea; then she rose, and
bidding me put on herbonnet, and a great shawl I had brought, and turning
a deaf ear to my entreaties for her to remainanother hour, she stepped
on to a chair, kissed Edgar's and Catherine's portraits, bestowed asimilar
salute on me, and descended to the carriage, accompanied by Fanny, who
yelped wild withjoy at recovering her mistress. She was driven away, never
to revisit the neighbourhood: but aregular correspondence was established
between her and my master when things were moresettled. I believe her new
abode was in the south, near London; there she had a son born, a fewmonths
subsequent to her escape. He was christened Linton, and, from the first,
she reported himto be an ailing, peevish creature.
Mr Heathcliff, meeting me one day in the village, inquired where she lived.
I refused to tell. Heremarked that it was not of any moment, only she must
beware of coming to her brother: she shouldnot be with him, if he had to
keep her himself. Though I would give no information, he
discovered,through some of the other servants, both her place of residence
and the existence of the child. Stillhe didn't molest her: for which
forbearance she might thank his aversion, I suppose. He often askedabout
the infant, when he saw me; and on hearing its name, smiled grimly, and
observed:
`They wish me to hate it too, do they?'
`I don't think they wish you to know anything about it,' I answered.
`But I'll have it,' he said, `when I want it. They may reckon on that!'
Fortunately, its mother died before the time arrived; some thirteen years
after the decease ofCatherine, when Linton was twelve, or a little more.
On the day succeeding Isabella's unexpected visit, I had no opportunity
of speaking to my master:he shunned conversation, and was fit for
discussing nothing. When I could get him to listen, I saw itpleased him
that his sister had left her husband; whom he abhorred with an intensity
which themildness of his nature would scarcely seem to allow. So deep and
sensitive was his aversion, that herefrained from going anywhere where
he was likely to see or hear of Heathcliff. Grief, and thattogether,
transformed him into a complete hermit: he threw up his office of
magistrate, ceased evento attend church, avoided the village on all
occasions, and spent a life of entire seclusion within thelimits of his
park and grounds; only varied by solitary rambles on the moors, and visits
to the graveof his wife, mostly at evening, or early morning before other
wanderers were abroad. But he wastoo good to be thoroughly unhappy long.
He didn't pray for Catherine's soul to haunt him. Timebrought resignation,
and a melancholy sweeter than common joy. He recalled her memory
withardent, tender love, and hopeful aspiring to the better world; where
he doubted not she was gone.
And he had earthly consolation and affections also. For a few days, I
said, he seemed regardless ofthe puny successor to the departed: the
coldness melted as fast as snow in April, and ere the tinything could
stammer a word or totter a step, it wielded a despot's sceptre in his heart.
It was namedCatherine; but he never called it the name in full, as he had
never called the first Catherine short;probably because Heathcliff had
a habit of doing so. The little one was always Cathy; it formed tohim a
distinction from the mother, and yet a connection with her; and his
attachment sprang from itsrelation to her, far more than from its being
his own.
I used to draw a comparison between him and Hindley Earnshaw, and perplex
myself to explainsatisfactorily why their conduct was so opposite in
similar circumstances. They had both been fondhusbands, and were both
attached to their children; and I could not see how they shouldn't bothhave
taken the same road, for good or evil. But, I thought in my mind, Hindley,
with apparently thestronger head, has shown himself sadly the worse and
the weaker man. When his ship struck, thecaptain abandoned his post; and
the crew, instead of trying to save her, rushed into riot andconfusion,
leaving no hope for their luckless vessel. Linton, on the contrary,
displayed the truecourage of a loyal and faithful soul: he trusted God;
and God comforted him. One hoped, and theother despaired: they chose their
own lots, and were righteously doomed to endure them. But you'llnot want
to hear my moralizing, Mr Lockwood: you'll judge as well as I can, all
these things: atleast, you'll think you will, and that's the same. The
end of Earnshaw was what might have beenexpected; it followed fast on his
sister's: there was scarcely six months between them. We, at theGrange,
never got a very succinct account of his state preceding it; all that I
did learn, was onoccasion of going to aid in the preparations for the
funeral. Mr Kenneth came to announce the eventto my master.
`Well, Nelly,' said he, riding into the yard one morning, too early not
to alarm me with an instantpresentiment of bad news, `it's yours and my
turn to go into mourning at present. Who's given usthe slip now, do you
think?'
`Who?' I asked in a flurry.
`Why, guess!' he returned, dismounting, and slinging his bridle on a hook
by the door. `And nip upthe corner of your apron: I'm certain you'll need
it.'
`Not Mr Heathcliff, surely?' I exclaimed.
`What! would you have tears for him?' said the doctor. `No, Heathcliff's
a tough young fellow: helooks blooming today. I've just seen him. He's
rapidly regaining flesh since he lost his better half.'
`Who is it then, Mr Kenneth?' I repeated impatiently.
`Hindley Earnshaw! Your old friend Hindley,' he replied, `and my wicked
gossip: though he's beentoo wild for me this long while. There! I said
we should draw water. But cheer up. He died true tohis character: drunk
as a lord. Poor lad! I'm sorry, too. One can't help missing an old
companion:though he had the worst tricks with him that ever man imagined,
and has done me many a rascallyturn. He's barely twenty-seven, it seems;
that's your own age: who would have thought you wereborn in one year?'
I confess this blow was greater to me than the shock of Mrs Linton's death:
ancient associationslingered round my heart; I sat down in the porch and
wept as for a blood relation, desiring Kennethto get another servant to
introduce him to the master. I could not hinder myself from pondering onthe
question--`Had he had fair play?' Whatever I did, that idea would bother
me: it was sotiresomely pertinacious that I resolved on requesting leave
to go to Wuthering Heights, and assist inthe last duties to the dead. Mr
Linton was extremely reluctant to consent, but I pleaded eloquentlyfor
the friendless condition in which he lay; and I said my old master and
foster-brother had a claimon my services as strong as his own. Besides,
I reminded him that the child Hareton was his wife'snephew, and, in the
absence of nearer kin, he ought to act as its guardian; and he ought to
and mustinquire how the property was left, and look over the concerns of
his brother-in-law. He was unfitfor attending to such matters then, but
he bid me speak to his lawyer; and at length permitted me togo. His lawyer
had been Earnshaw's also: I called at the village, and asked him to
accompany me.He shook his head, and advised that Heathcliff should be let
alone; affirming, if the truth wereknown, Hareton would be found little
else than a beggar.
`His father died in debt,' he said; `the whole property is mortgaged,
and the sole chance for thenatural heir is to allow him an opportunity
of creating some interest in the creditor's heart, that hemay be inclined
to deal leniently towards him.'
When I reached the Heights, I explained that I had come to see everything
carried on decently; andJoseph, who appeared in sufficient distress,
expressed satisfaction at my presence. Mr Heathcliffsaid he did not
perceive that I was wanted; but I might stay and order the arrangements
for thefuneral, if I chose.
`Correctly,' he remarked, `that fool's body should be buried at the
crossroads, without ceremonyof any kind. I happened to leave him ten
minutes yesterday afternoon, and in that interval hefastened the two doors
of the house against me, and he has spent the night in drinking himself
todeath deliberately! We broke in this morning, for we heard him snorting
like a horse; and there hewas, laid over the settle; flaying and scalping
would not have wakened him. I sent for Kenneth, andhe came; but not till
the beast had changed into carrion: he was both dead and cold, and stark;
andso you'll allow it was useless making more stir about him!'
The old servant confirmed this statement, but muttered:
`Aw'd rayther he'd goan hisseln fur t' doctor! Aw sud uh taen tent uh
t' maister better nur him--unhe warn't deead when Aw left, nowt uh t'
soart!'
I insisted on the funeral being respectable. Mr Heathcliff said I might
have my own way there too;only, he desired me to remember that the money
for the whole affair came out of his pocket. Hemaintained a hard, careless
deportment, indicative of neither joy nor sorrow; if anything,
itexpressed a flinty gratification at a piece of difficult work
successfully executed. I observed once,indeed, something like exultation
in his aspect: it was just when the people were bearing the coffinfrom
the house. He had the hypocrisy to represent a mourner: and previous to
following withHareton, he lifted the unfortunate child on to the table
and muttered, with peculiar gusto, `Now, mybonny lad, you are mine! And
we'll see if one tree won't grow as crooked as another, with thesame wind
to twist it!' The unsuspecting thing was pleased at this speech: he played
with Heathcliff'swhiskers, and stroked his cheek; but I divined its
meaning, and observed tartly, `That boy must goback with me to Thrushcross
Grange, sir. There is nothing in the world less yours than he is!'
`Does Linton say so?' he demanded.
`Of course--he has ordered me to take him,' I replied.
`Well,' said the scoundrel, `we'll not argue the subject now: but I have
a fancy to try my hand atrearing a young one; so intimate to your master
that I must supply the place of this with my own, ifhe attempt to remove
it. I don't engage to let Hareton go undisputed; but I'll be pretty sure
to makethe other come! Remember to tell him.'
This hint was enough to bind our hands. I repeated its substance on my
return; and Edgar Linton,little interested at the commencement, spoke no
more of interfering I'm not aware that he couldhave done it to any purpose,
had he been ever so willing.
The guest was now the master of Wuthering Heights: he held firm possession,
and proved to theattorney--who, in his turn, proved it to Mr Linton--
that Earnshaw had mortgaged every yard ofland he owned, for cash to supply
his mania for gaming; and he, Heathcliff, was the mortgagee. Inthat manner
Hareton, who should now be the first gentleman in the neighbourhood, was
reduced toa state of complete dependence on his father's inveterate enemy;
and lives in his own house as aservant, deprived of the advantage of wages,
and quite unable to right himself, because of hisfriendlessness, and his
ignorance that he has been wronged.
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