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Chapter 27
Seven days glided away, every one marking its course by the henceforth
rapid alteration of EdgarLinton's state. The havoc that months had
previously wrought was now emulated by the inroads ofhours. Catherine,
we would fain have deluded yet: but her own quick spirit refused to delude
her: itdivined in secret, and brooded on the dreadful probability,
gradually ripening into certainty. She hadnot the heart to mention her
ride, when Thursday came round; I mentioned it for her, and
obtainedpermission to order her out of doors: for the library, where her
father stopped a short timedaily--the brief period he could bear to sit
up--and his chamber, had become her whole world. Shegrudged each moment
that did not find her bending over his pillow, or seated by his side:
Hercountenance grew wan with watching and sorrow, and my master gladly
dismissed her to what heflattered himself would be a happy change of scene
and society; drawing comfort from the hopethat she would not now be left
entirely alone after his death.
He had a fixed idea, I guessed by several observations he let fall, that,
as his nephew resembledhim in person, he would resemble him in mind; for
Linton's letters bore few or no indications of hisdefective character.
And I, through pardonable weakness, refrained from correcting the
error;asking myself what good there would be in disturbing his last
moments with information that he hadneither power nor opportunity to turn
to account.
We deferred our excursion till the afternoon; a golden afternoon of
August: every breath from thehills so full of life, that it seemed whoever
respired it, though dying, might revive. Catherine's facewas just like
the landscape--shadows and sunshine flitting over it in rapid succession;
but theshadows rested longer, and the sunshine was more transient; and
her poor little heart reproacheditself for even that passing
forgetfulness of its cares.
We discerned Linton watching at the same spot he had selected before.
My young mistressalighted, and told me that, as she was resolved to stay
a very little while, I had better hold the ponyand remain on horseback;
but I dissented: I wouldn't risk losing sight of the charge committed to
mea minute; so we climbed the slope of heath together. Master Heathcliff
received us with greateranimation on this occasion: not the animation of
high spirits though, nor yet of joy; it looked morelike fear.
`It is late!' he said, speaking short and with difficulty. `Is not your
father very ill? I thought youwouldn't come.'
`Why won't you be candid?' cried Catherine, swallowing her greeting. `Why
cannot you say atonce you don't want me? It is strange, Linton, that for
the second time you have brought me here onpurpose, apparently, to
distress us both, and for no reason besides!'
Linton shivered, and glanced at her, half supplicating, half ashamed;
but his cousin's patience wasnot sufficient to endure this enigmatical
behaviour.
`My father is very ill,' she said; `and why am I called from his bedside?
Why didn't you send toabsolve me from my promise, when'' you wished I
wouldn't keep it? Come! I desire an explanation:playing and trifling are
completely banished out of my mind; and I can't dance attendance on
youraffectations now!'
`My affectations!' he murmured; `what are they? For Heaven's sake,
Catherine, don't look soangry! Despise me as much as you please; I am a
worthless, cowardly wretch: I can't be scornedenough; but I'm too mean
for your anger. Hate my father, and spare me for contempt.'
`Nonsense!' cried Catherine, in a passion. `Foolish, silly boy! And there!
he trembles, as if I werereally going to touch him! You needn't bespeak
contempt, Linton: anybody will have itspontaneously at your service. Get
off! I shall return home: it is folly dragging you from thehearthstone,
and pretending--what do we pretend? Let go my frock! If I pitied you for
crying andlooking so very frightened, you should spurn such pity. Ellen,
tell him how disgraceful this conductis. Rise, and don't degrade yourself
into an abject reptile--don't!'
With streaming face and an expression of agony, Linton had thrown his
nerveless frame along theground: he seemed convulsed with exquisite
terror.
`Oh!' he sobbed, `I cannot bear it! Catherine, Catherine, I'm a traitor,
too, and I dare not tell you!But leave me, and I shall be killed! Dear
Catherine, my life is in your hands: and you have said youloved me, and
if you did, it wouldn't harm you. You'll not go, then? kind, sweet, good
Catherine!And perhaps you will consent--and he'll let me die with you!'
My young lady, on witnessing his intense anguish, stooped to raise him.
The old feeling of indulgenttenderness overcame her vexation, and she grew
thoroughly moved and alarmed.
`Consent to what?' she asked. `To stay? Tell me the meaning of this
strange talk, and I will. Youcontradict your own words, and distract me!
Be calm and frank, and confess at once all that weighson your heart. You
wouldn't injure me, Linton, would you? You wouldn't let any enemy hurt
me, ifyou could prevent it? I'll believe you are a coward for yourself,
but not a cowardly betrayer of yourbest friend.'
`But my father threatened me,' gasped the boy, clasping his attenuated
fingers, `and I dread him--Idread him! I dare not tell!'
`Oh, well!' said Catherine, with scornful compassion, `keep your secret:
I'm no coward. Saveyourself; I'm not afraid!'
Her magnanimity provoked his tears: he wept wildly, kissing her
supporting hands, and yet couldnot summon courage to speak out. I was
cogitating what the mystery might be, and determinedCatherine should
never suffer, to benefit him or anyone else, by my goodwill; when hearing
a rustleamong the ling, I looked up and saw Mr Heathcliff almost close
upon us, descending the Heights.He didn't cast a glance towards my
companions, though they were sufficiently near for Linton's sobsto be
audible; but hailing me in the almost hearty tone he assumed to none
besides, and the sincerityof which I couldn't avoid doubting, he said:
`It is something to see you so near"to my house, Nelly. How are you at
the Grange? Let us hear.The rumour goes', he added in a lower tone, `that
Edgar Linton is on his deathbed: perhaps theyexaggerate his illness!'
`No; my master is dying,' I replied: `it is true enough. A sad thing it
will be for us all, but a blessingfor him!'
`How long will he last, do you think?' he asked.
`I don't know,' I said.
`Because,' he continued, looking at the two young people, who were fixed
under his eye--Lintonappeared as if he could not venture to stir or raise
his head, and Catherine could not move, on hisaccount--`because that lad
yonder seems determined to beat me; and I'd thank his uncle to bequick,
and go before him. Hallo! has the whelp been playing that game long? I
did give him somelessons about snivelling. Is he pretty lively with Miss
Linton generally?'
`Lively? no--he has shown the greatest distress,' I answered. `To see
him, I should say, thatinstead of rambling with his sweetheart on the hills,
he ought to be in bed, under the hands of adoctor.'
`He shall be in a day or two,' muttered Heathcliff. `But first--get up,
Linton! Get up!' he shouted.`Don't grovel on the ground there: up, this
moment!'
Linton had sunk prostrate again in another paroxysm of helpless fear,
caused by his father's glancetowards him, I suppose: there was nothing
else to produce such humiliation. He made severalefforts to obey, but his
little strength was annihilated for the time, and he fell back again with
amoan. Mr Heathcliff advanced, and lifted him to lean against a ridge of
turf.
`Now,' said he, with curbed ferocity, `I'm getting angry; and if you don't
command that paltry spiritof yours--Damn you! get up directly!'
`I will, Father,' he panted. `Only, let me alone, or I shall faint. I've
done as you wished, I'm sure.Catherine will tell you that I--that I--
have been cheerful. Ah! keep by me, Catherine: give me yourhand.'
`Take mine,' said his father; `stand on your feet. There now--she'll lend
you her arm: that's right,look at her. You would imagine I was the devil
himself, Miss Linton, to excite such horror. Be sokind as to walk home
with him, will you? He shudders if I touch him.'
`Linton, dear!' whispered Catherine, `I can't go to Wuthering Heights:
papa has forbidden me. He'llnot harm you: why are you so afraid?'
`I can never re-enter that house,' he answered. `I'm not to re-enter it
without you!'
`Stop!' cried his father. `We'll respect Catherine's filial scruples.
Nelly, take him in, and I'll followyour advice concerning the doctor,
without delay.'
`You'll do well,' replied I. `But I must remain with my mistress: to mind
your son is not mybusiness.'
`You are very stiff,' said Heathcliff, `I know that: but you'll force
me to pinch the baby and make itscream before it moves your charity. Come,
then, my hero. Are you willing to return, escorted byme?'
He approached once more, and made as if he would seize the fragile being;
but, shrinking back,Linton clung to his cousin, and implored her to
accompany him, with a frantic importunity thatadmitted no denial. However
I disapproved, I couldn't hinder her: indeed, how could she haverefused
him herself? What was filling him with dread we had no means of discerning:
but there hewas, powerless under its grip, and any addition seemed capable
of shocking him into idiotcy. Wereached the threshold: Catherine walked
in, and I stood waiting till she had conducted the invalid toa chair,
expecting her out immediately; when Mr Heathcliff, pushing me forward,
exclaimed:
`My house is not stricken with the plague, Nelly; and I have a mind to
be hospitable today: sitdown, and allow me to shut the door.'
He shut and locked it also. I started.
`You shall have tea before you go home,' he added. `I am by myself. Hareton
is gone with somecattle to the Lees, and Zillah and Joseph are off on a
journey of pleasure; and, though I'm used tobeing alone, I'd rather have
some interesting company, if I can get it. Miss Linton, take your seat
byhim. I give you what I have: the present is hardly worth accepting; but
I have nothing else to offer.It is Linton, I mean. How she does stare!
It's odd what a savage feeling I have to anything thatseems afraid of me!
Had I been born where laws are less strict and tastes less dainty, I should
treatmyself,to a slow vivisection of those two, as an evening's amusement.
He drew in his breath, struck the table, and swore to himself, `By hell!
I hate them.'
`I'm not afraid of you!' exclaimed Catherine, who could not hear the
latter part of his speech. Shestepped close up; her black eyes flashing
with passion and resolution. `Give me that key: I will haveit!' she said.
`I wouldn't eat or drink here, if I were starving.'
Heathcliff had the key in his hand that remained on the table. He looked
up, seized with a sort ofsurprise at her boldness; or, possibly, reminded
by her voice and glance, of the person from whomshe inherited it. She
snatched at the instrument, and half succeeded in getting it out of his
loosenedfingers: but her action recalled him to the present; he recovered
it speedily.
`Now, Catherine Linton,' he said, `stand off, or I shall knock you down;
and that will make MrsDean mad.'
Regardless of this warning, she captured his closed hand and its contents
again. `We will go!' sherepeated, exerting her utmost efforts to cause
the iron muscles to relax; and finding that her nailsmade no impression,
she applied her teeth pretty sharply. Heathcliff glanced at me a glance
thatkept me from interfering a moment. Catherine was too intent on his
fingers to notice his face. Heopened them suddenly, and resigned the
object of dispute; but, ere she had well secured it, heseized her with
the liberated hand, and, pulling her on his knee, administered with the
other ashower of terrific slaps on the side of the head, each sufficient
to have fulfilled his threat, had shebeen able to fall.
At this diabolical violence I rushed on him furiously. `You villain!'
I began to cry, `you villain!' Atouch on the chest silenced me: I am stout,
and soon put out of breath; and, what with that and therage, I staggered
dizzily back, and felt ready to suffocate, or to burst a blood vessel.
The scene wasover in two minutes; Catherine, released, put her two hands
to her temples, and looked just as ifshe were not sure whether her ears
were off or on. She trembled like a reed, poor thing, and leantagainst
the table perfectly bewildered.
`I know how to chastise children, you see,' said the scoundrel grimly,
as he stooped to repossesshimself of the key, which had dropped to the
floor. `Go to Linton now, as I told you; and cry atyour ease! I shall be
your father, tomorrow--all the father you'll have in a few days--and you
shallhave plenty of that. You can bear plenty; you're no weakling: you
shall have a daily taste, if I catchsuch a devil of a temper in your eyes
again!'
Cathy ran to me instead of Linton, and knelt down and put her burning
cheek on my lap, weepingaloud. Her cousin had shrunk into a corner of the
settle, as quiet as a mouse, congratulating himself,I dare say, that the
correction had lighted on another than him. Mr Heathcliff, perceiving us
allconfounded, rose, and expeditiously made the tea himself. The cups and
saucers were laid ready.He poured it out, and handed me a cup.
`Wash away your spleen,' he said. `And help your own naughty pet and mine.
It is not poisoned,though I prepared it. I'm going out to seek your
horses.'
Our first thought, on his departure, was to force an exit somewhere. We
tried the kitchen door, butthat was fastened outside: we looked at the
windows--they were too narrow for even Cathy's littlefigure.
`Master into,' I cried, seeing we were regularly imprisoned: `you know
what your diabolical fatheris after, and you shall tell us, or I'll box
your ears, as he has done your cousin's.'
`Yes, Linton, you must tell,' said Catherine. `It was for your sake I
came; and it will be wickedlyungrateful if you refuse.'
`Give me some tea, I'm thirsty, and then I'll tell you,' he answered.
`Mrs Dean, go away. I don'tlike you standing over me. Now, Catherine, you
are letting your tears fall into my cup. I won't drinkthat. Give me
another.'
Catherine pushed another to him, and wiped her face. I felt disgusted
at the little wretch'scomposure, since he was no longer in terror for
himself. The anguish he had exhibited on the moorsubsided as soon as ever
he entered Wuthering Heights; so I guessed he had been menaced with anawful
visitation of wrath if he failed in decoying us there; and, that
accomplished, he had no furtherimmediate fears.
`Papa wants us to be married,' he continued, after sipping some of the
liquid. `And he knows yourpapa wouldn't let us marry now; and he's afraid
of my dying, if we wait; so we are to be married inthe morning, and you
are to stay here all night; and if you do as he wishes, you shall return
homenext day, and take me with you.'
`Take you with her, pitiful changeling?' I exclaimed. `You marry? Why,
the man is mad; or hethinks us fools, every one. And do you imagine that
beautiful young lady, that healthy, hearty girl,will tie herself to a
little perishing monkey like you! Are you cherishing the notion that
anybody, letalone Miss Catherine Linton, would have you for a husband?
You want whipping for bringing us inhere at all, with your dastardly puling
tricks; and--don't look so silly, now! I've a very good mind toshake you
severely, for your contemptible treachery, and your imbecile conceit.'
I did give him a slight shaking; but it brought on the cough, and he took
to his ordinary resource ofmoaning and weeping, and Catherine rebuked me.
`Stay all night? No,' she said, looking slowly round. `Ellen, I'll burn
that door down, but I'll get out.'
And she would have commenced the execution of her threat directly, but
Linton was up in alarmfor his dear self again. He clasped her in his two
feeble arms, sobbing:
`Won't you have me, and save me? not let me come to the Grange? Oh! darling
Catherine! youmustn't go and leave me, after all. You must obey my
father--you must!'
`I must obey my own,' she replied, `and relieve him from this cruel
suspense. The whole night!What would he think? he'll be distressed already.
I'll either break or burn a way out of the house.Be quiet! You're in no
danger; but if you hinder me--Linton, I love papa better than you!'
The mortal terror he felt of Mr Heathcliff's anger, restored to the boy
his coward's eloquence.Catherine was near distraught: still, she
persisted that she must go home, and tried entreaty in herturn, persuading
him to subdue his selfish agony. While they were thus occupied, our
gaolerre-entered.
`Your beasts have trotted off,' he said, `and--now, Linton! snivelling
again? What has she beendoing to you? Come, come--have done, and get to
bed. In a month or two, my lad, you'll be ableto pay her back her present
tyrannies with a vigorous hand. You're pining for pure love, are younot?
nothing else in the world: and she shall have you! There, to bed! Zillah
won't be here tonight;you must undress yourself. Hush! hold your noise!
Once in your own room, I'll not come near you:you needn't fear. By chance
you've managed tolerably. I'll look to the rest.'
He spoke these words, holding the door open for his son to pass; and the
latter achieved his exitexactly as a spaniel might, which suspected the
person who attended on it of designing a spitefulsqueeze. The lock was
re-secured. Heathcliff approached the fire, where my mistress and I
stoodsilent. Catherine looked up, and instinctively raised her hand to
her cheek: his neighbourhoodrevived a painful sensation. Anybody else
would have been incapable of regarding the childish actwith sternness,
but he scowled on her, and muttered:
`Oh! you are not afraid of me? Your courage is well disguised: you seem
damnably afraid!'
`I am afraid now,' she replied, `because, if I stay, papa will be
miserable; and how can I enduremaking him miserable;--when he--when
he--Mr Heathcliff, let me go home! I promise to marryLinton: papa would
like me to, and I love him--why should you wish to force me to do what
I'llwillingly do of myself?'
`Let him dare to force you!' I cried. `There's law in the land, thank
God there is; though we be inan out-of-the-way place. I'd inform if he
were my own son: and it's felony without benefit of clergy!'
`Silence!' said the ruffian. `To the devil with your clamour! I don't
want you to speak. Miss Linton,I shall enjoy myself remarkably in thinking
your father will be miserable: I shall not sleep forsatisfaction. You
could have hit on no surer way of fixing your residence under my roof for
the nexttwenty-four hours, than informing me that such an event would
follow. As to your promise to marryLinton, I'll take care you shall keep
it; for you shall not quit this place till it is fulfilled.'
`Send Ellen, then, to let papa know I'm safe!' exclaimed Catherine,
weeping bitterly. `Or marry menow. Poor papa! Ellen, he'll think we're
lost. What shall we do?'
`Not he! He'll think you are tired of waiting on him, and run off for
a little amusement,' answeredHeathcliff. `You cannot deny that you
entered my house of your own accord, in contempt of hisinjunctions to the
contrary. And it is quite natural that you should desire amusement at your
age; aridthat you would weary of nursing a sick man, and that man only
your father. Catherine, his happiestdays were over when your days began.
He cursed you, I dare say, for coming into the world (I did,at least);
and it would just do if he cursed you as he went out of it. I'd join him.
I don't love you!How should I? Weep away. As far as I can see, it will
be your chief diversion hereafter; unlessLinton make amends for other
losses: and your provident parent appears to fancy he may. Hisletters of
advice and consolation entertained me vastly. In his last he recommended
my jewel to becareful of his; and kind to her when he got her. Careful
and kind--that's paternal. But Lintonrequires his whole stock of care and
kindness for himself. Linton can play the little tyrant well.
He'llundertake to torture any number of cats, if their teeth be drawn and
their claws pared. You'll beable to tell his uncle fine tales of his
kindness, when you get home again, I assure you.'
`You're right there!' I said; `explain your son's character. Show his
resemblance to yourself; andthen, I hope, Miss Cathy will think twice
before she takes the cockatrice!'
`I don't much mind speaking of his amiable qualities now,' he answered;
`because she must eitheraccept him or remain a prisoner, and you along
with her, till your master dies. I can detain you both,quite concealed,
here. If you doubt, encourage her to retract her word, and you'll have
anopportunity of judging!'
`I'll not retract my word,' said Catherine. `I'll marry him within this
hour, if I may go to ThrushcrossGrange afterwards. Mr Heathcliff, you're
a cruel man, but you're not a fiend; and you won't, frommere malice,
destroy irrevocably all my happiness. If papa thought I had left him on
purpose, and ifhe died before I returned, could I bear to live? I've given
over crying: but I'm going to kneel here, atyour knee; and I'll not get
up, and I'll not take my eyes from your face till you look back at me!
No,don't turn away! do look! You'll see nothing to provoke you. I don't
hate you. I'm not angry thatyou struck me. Have you never loved anybody
in all your life, uncle? never? Ah! you must lookonce. I'm so wretched,
you can't help being sorry and pitying me.'
`Keep your eft's fingers off; and move, or I'll kick you!' cried
Heathcliff, brutally repulsing her. `I'drather be hugged by a snake. How
the devil can you dream of fawning on me? I detest you!'
He shrugged his shoulders: shook himself, indeed, as if his flesh crept
with aversion; and thrustback his chair; while I got up, and opened my
mouth, to commence a downright torrent of abuse.But I was rendered dumb
in the middle of the first sentence, by a threat that I should be shown
intoa room by myself the very next syllable I uttered. It was growing
dark--we heard a sound of voicesat the garden gate. Our host hurried out
instantly: he had his wits about him; we had not. There wasa talk of two
or three minutes, and he returned alone.
`I thought it had been your cousin Hareton,' I observed to Catherine.
`I wish he would arrive! Whoknows but he might take our part?'
`It was three servants sent to seek you from the Grange,' said Heathcliff,
overhearing me. `Youshould have opened a lattice and called out: but I
could swear that chit is glad you didn't. She's gladto be obliged to stay,
I'm certain.'
At learning the chance we had missed, we both gave vent to our grief
without control; and heallowed us to wail on till nine o'clock. Then he
bid us go upstairs, through the kitchen, to Zillah'schamber; and I
whispered my companion to obey: perhaps we might contrive to get through
thewindow there, or into a garret, and out by its skylight. The window,
however, was narrow, likethose below, and the garret trap was safe from
our attempts; for we were fastened in as before. Weneither of us lay down:
Catherine took her station by the lattice, and watched anxiously for
morning;a deep sigh being the only answer I could obtain to my frequent
entreaties that she would try to rest.I seated myself in a chair, and
rocked to and fro, passing harsh judgment on my many derelictionsof duty;
from which, it struck me then, all the misfortunes of all my employers
sprang. It was not thecase, in reality, I am aware; but it was, in my
imagination, that dismal night; and I thought Heathcliffhimself less
guilty than I.
At seven o'clock he came, and inquired if Miss Linton had risen.
She ran to the door immediately, and answered, `Yes.' `Here, then,' he
said, opening it, and pullingher out I rose to follow, but he turned the
lock again. I demanded my release.
`Be patient,' he replied; `I'll send up your breakfast in a while.'
I thumped on the panels, and rattled the latch angrily; and Catherine
asked why I was still shut up?He answered, I must try to endure it another
hour, and they went away. I endured it two or threehours; at length, I
heard a footstep: not Heathcliff's.
`I've brought you something to eat,' said a voice; `oppen t door!'
Complying eagerly, I beheld Hareton, laden with food enough to last me
all day.
`Tak it,' he added, thrusting the tray into my hand.
`Stay one minute,' I began.
`Nay,' cried he, and retired, regardless of any prayers I could pour forth
to detain him.
And there I remained enclosed the whole day, and the whole of the next
night; and another, andanother. Five nights and four days I remained,
altogether, seeing nobody but Hareton, once everymorning; and he was a
model of a jailer: surly, and dumb, and deaf to every attempt at moving
hissense of justice or compassion.
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