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标 题: 2010 (34)
发信站: 哈工大紫丁香 (Wed Oct 6 15:08:48 1999), 转信
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Valediction
When the American Institute of Aeronautics and Astro-
nautics published its controversial summary Fifty Years of
UFOs in 1997, many critics pointed out that unidentified
flying objects had been observed for centuries, and that
Kenneth Arnold's `Flying Saucer' sighting of 1947 had
countless precedents. People had been seeing strange things
in the sky since the dawn of history; but until the mid-
twentieth century, UFOs were a random phenomenon of
no general interest. After that date, they became a matter of
public and scientific concern, and the basis for what could
only be called religious beliefs.
The reason was not far to seek; the arrival of the giant
rocket and the dawn of the Space Age had turned men's
minds to other worlds. Realization that the human race
would soon be able to leave the planet of its birth prompted
the inevitable questions: Where's everyone, and when may
we expect visitors? There was also the hope, though it was
seldom spelled out in as many words, that benevolent crea-
tures from the stars might help mankind heal its numerous
self-inflicted wounds and save it from future disasters.
Any student of psychology could have predicted that so
profound a need would be swiftly satisfied. During the last
half of the twentieth century, there were literally thousands
of reports of spacecraft sightings from every part of the
globe. More than that, there were hundreds of reports of
`close encounters' - actual meetings with extraterrestrial
visitors, frequently embellished by tales of celestial
joyrides, abductions, and even honeymoons in space. The
fact that over and over again, these were demonstrated to
be lies or hallucinations did nothing to deter the faithful.
Men who had been shown cities on the far side of the Moon
lost little credibility even when Orbiter surveys and Apollo
revealed no artifacts of any kind; ladies who married
Venusians were still believed when that planet, sadly,
turned out to be hotter than molten lead.
By the time the AIAA published its report no reputable
scientist - even among those few who had once espoused
the idea - believed that UFOs had any connection with extra-
terrestrial life or intelligence. Of course, it would never
be possible to prove that; any one of those myriad sight-
ings, over the last thousand years, might have been the real
thing. But as time went by, and satellite cameras and radars
scanning the entire heavens produced no concrete evidence,
the general public lost interest in the idea. The cultists, of
course, were not discouraged, but kept the faith with their
newsletters and books, most of them regurgitating and
embellishing old reports long after they had been dis-
credited or exposed.
When the discovery of the Tycho monolith - TMA-1 -
was finally announced, there was a chorus of `I told you
so's!' It could no longer be denied that there had been
visitors to the Moon-and presumably to the Earth as well-
a little matter of three million years ago. At once, UFOs
infested the heavens again; though it was odd that the three
independent national tracking systems, which could locate
anything in space larger than a ballpoint pen, were still
unable to find them.
Rather quickly, the number of reports dropped down to
the `noise level' once more - the figure that would be
expected, merely as a result of the many astronomical,
meteorological, and aeronautical phenomena constantly
occurring in the skies.
But now it had starred all over again. This time, there was
no mistake; it was official. A genuine UFO was on its way
to Earth.
Sightings were reported within minutes of the warn-
ing from Leonov; the first close encounters were only a
few hours later. A retired stockbroker, walking his bull-
dog on the Yorkshire Moors, was astonished when a disk-
shaped craft landed beside him and the occupant - quite
human, except for the pointed ears - asked the way to
Downing Street. The contactee was so surprised that he
was only able to wave his stick in the general direction
of Whitehall; conclusive proof of the meeting was pro-
vided by the fact that the bulldog now refused to take his
food.
Although the stockbroker had no previous history of
mental illness, even those who believed him had some
difficulty in accepting the next report. This time it was a
Basque shepherd on a traditional mission; he was greatly
relieved when what he had feared to be border guards
turned out to be a couple of cloaked men with piercing eyes,
who wanted to know the way to the United Nations Head-
quarters.
They spoke perfect Basque - an excruciatingly difficult
tongue with no affinity to any other known language of
mankind. Clearly, the space visitors were remarkable
linguists, even if their geography was oddly deficient.
So it went on, case after case. Very few of the contactees
were actually lying or insane; most of them sincerely
believed their own stories, and retained that belief even
under hypnosis. And some were just victims of practical
jokes or improbable accidents - like the unlucky amateur
archaeologists who found the props that a celebrated
science-fiction moviemaker had abandoned in the Tunisian
desert almost four decades earlier.
Yet only at the beginning - and at the very end - was any
human being genuinely aware of his presence; and that was
because he so desired it.
The world was his to explore and examine as he pleased,
without restraint or hindrance. No walls could keep him
out, no secrets could be hidden from the senses he posses-
sed. At first he believed that he was merely fulfilling old
ambitions, by visiting the places he had never seen in that
earlier existence. Not until much later did he realize that his
lightning-like sallies across the face of the globe had a deeper
purpose.
In some subtle way, he was being used as a probe, samp-
ling every aspect of human affairs. The control was so
tenuous that he was barely conscious of it; he was rather like
a hunting dog on a leash, allowed to make excursions of his
own, yet nevertheless compelled to obey the overriding
wishes of his master.
The pyramids, the Grand Canyon, the moon-washed
snows of Everest - these were choices of his own. So were
some art galleries and concert halls; though he would cer-
tainly, on his own initiative, never have endured the whole
of the Ring.
Nor would he have visited so many factories, prisons,
hospitals, a nasty little war in Asia, a racecourse, a compli-
cated orgy in Beverly Hills, the Oval Room of the White
House, the Kremlin archives, the Vatican Library, the
sacred Black Stone of the Ka'abah at Mecca...
There were also experiences of which he had no clear
memory, as if they had been censored - or he was being
protected from them by some guardian angel. For
example -
What was he doing at the Leakey Memorial Museum, in
Olduvai Gorge? He had no greater interest in the origin of
Man than any other intelligent member of the species
H. sapiens, and fossils meant nothing to him. Yet the famous
skulls, guarded like crown jewels in their display cases.
aroused strange echoes in his memory, and an excitement
for which he was unable to account. There was a feeling of
deja vu stronger than any he had ever known; the place
should be familiar - but something was wrong. It was like a
house to which one returns after many years, to find that all
the furniture has been changed, the walls moved, and even
the stairways rebuilt.
It was bleak, hostile terrain, dry aid parched. Where were
the lush plains and the myriad fleet-footed herbivores that
had roamed across them, three million years ago?
Three million years. How had he known that?
No answer came from the echoing silence into which he
had thrown the question. But then he saw, once more
looming before him, a familiar black rectangular shape. He
approached, and a shadowy image appeared in its depths,
like a reflection in a pool of ink.
The sad and puzzled eyes that stared back from beneath-
that hairy, receding forehead looked beyond him into a
future they could never see. For he was that future, a hun-
dred thousand generations further down the stream of time.
History had begun there; that at least he now understood.
But how - and above all, why - were secrets still withheld
from him?
But there was one last duty, and that was hardest of all.
He was still sufficiently human to put it off until the very
end.
Now what's she up to? the duty nurse asked herself, zoom-
ing the TV monitor onto the old lady. She's tried lots of
tricks, but this is the first time I've seen her talking to her
hearing aid, for goodness sake. I wonder what she's saying?
The microphone was not sensitive enough to pick up the
words, but that scarcely seemed to matter. Jessie Bowman
had seldom looked so peaceful and content. Though her
eyes were closed, her entire face was wreathed in an almost
angelic smile while her lips continued to form whispered
words.
And then the watcher saw something that she tried hard
to forget because to report it would instantly disqualify her
in the nursing profession. Slowly and jerkily, the comb
lying on the bedside table raised itself in the air as if lifted by
clumsy, invisible fingers.
On the first attempt, it missed; then, with obvious dif-
ficulty, it began to part the long silver strands, pausing
sometimes to disentangle a knot.
Jessie Bowman was not speaking now, but she continued
to smile. The comb was moving with more assurance, and
no longer in abrupt, uncertain jerks.
How long it lasted the nurse could never be certain. Not
until the comb was gently replaced on the table did she
recover from her paralysis.
Ten-year-old Dave Bowman had finished the chore
which he always hated but which his mother loved. And a
David Bowman who was now ageless had gained his first
control of obdurate matter.
Jessie Bowman was still smiling when the nurse finally
came to investigate. She had been too scared to hurry; but it
would have made no difference anyway.
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